Saturday, September 5, 2009

So much change...

I had such a great day with you. Coffee in the morning, then a great movie in the afternoon, and then on to a delicious French dinner. But it was on the way to dinner that the mood suddenly changed... You were feeling anxious about the pain you were feeling in your shoulder, and it was making you uncomfortable. As we walked to the restaurant, I started to feel what you were feeling, and it overcame me. I realized that whatever you were experiencing with your pain had been transfered to me, strangely I had taken it from you. You told me how much better you were feeling and then you asked me if I was ok. We talked it out, how anxious I'm feeling about the upcoming changes in my life, the new apartment and everything. You told me that you would support me in any way you could, and it felt so good to believe you. And then the fear passed... We just enjoyed each other's company, then went back to your place to watch Sex In The City. I love getting closer to you, being so comfortable with you, lying together and holding you, gently kissing your lips and playing with your whiskers with my tongue and mouth. You mentioned how much you love those moments, and how relaxed and calm you felt. And I love hearing that I can do that for you.